Ok, so I'm stuck on this Tarot thing. Whenever I come out here I'm reminded of it and have to do it. I think the wheel of fortune means I'm not very focused today. The wheel of fortune is not always a good thing. I guess I always thought of it that from being reminded of playing the wheels on the Seaside Heights boardwalk. I spent many hours of my childhood hanging on that boardwalk. But I've learned that the Wheel of Fortune is not good because it means anything could happen. I used to think that any change was better than no change at all but I've learned to be wary of change. It is not always a good thing. But things need to change. and that is the one constant is that things change. I guess I need to stay focused to try to influence things my way. I know that I can't control things but maybe I can put some energy into getting things to turn out my way (whatever that is). I guess I always figure my higher power has better things in mind for me than I could think up myself but I'm still waiting... I need to still do the footwork (whatever that is). Just do it, DONE IS BETTER THAN PERFECT, I can't keep waiting around for the perfect thing to come along or fear that i'm missing out on something else or cutting off my chances. I guess I'm one of those people afraid to commit that I'll miss something better (or the perfect something).

I Am

Which tarot card are you?